So..Uh..HI! 83

NO LIST :C

No, I'm not dead.
No, I don't hate deviantArt.
No, I don't have inspiration.
No, I haven't stop drawing.
No, I can't use photoshop (V)
No, I haven't gone crazy..
No, I'm not really into anime anymore.

YESH LIST :3

Yesh, I'm still active on dA. (But I'm not uploading anything ^^
Yesh, it's a habit of me to ditch an account for a while
Yesh, I have a bit of inspiration.
Yesh, I'm lazy so I don't upload things a lot.
Yesh, I finally have photoshop.
Yesh, I am in .
Yesh, I'll probably upload sketches and not ZOMG-IT'S-SO-PRETTY-BECAUSE-OF-THE-COLORS-pictures.

So... about that love thingy. That's kind of the MAIN reason why I'm not really into anime anymore..

I've found out why I loved/love anime so much. Because it's filling in the space I'm missing :

Loving/liking someone. I haven't been in love for a long time.. and I don't fall in love fast so this is a special case..

And I don't care if anyone is reading this (if you do, THANK YOU! Cookies from the dark side for you! ) but it feels good to put my (heart and) mind into this.

^^

OH, btw...

I've really joined the dark side.. also meaning :

I like shounen-ai/yaoi/boyslove/buttsmex whatever you want to call it x3

My mind is really that open so I knew it would happen sooner or later.
I'm not crazy about 'het.' pairings anymore but I still do appreciate art. Which form doesn't matter ; drawings, poems, fictions etc. I STILL DO APPRECIATE IT!

OH, and check out my BESTFRIEND ^^ <-- She's my companion in the yaoi-industry. xD

Still love you all, hope you don't think different about me now ^^"

THANK YOU FOR READING THIS CRAPPY JOURNAL (IF YOU'RE READING THIS ) [L]

Take care~

(SORRY, I haven't made any journals lately so I don't remember all my clubies @.@ SORRY IF I'M MISSING OUT!!)

Clubs (thus so far )